I have a morbid fascination with intravenous substance-use and will mainline any compound I can get my hands on.
I spend a year moderating PsychonautWiki before my contributions got anonymized (merged into User:Blackhole; for calling out the abusive and inproper conduct coming from several moderators and the admin).
"this felt like ages, felt very peaceful not having to think about a <next dose> but just being in a state of wonder which stains itself as long as I want"
shadow people (friendly shadow person doing code-review)
time compression (perception of music and other human beings comically speed up)
autonomous entity (hallucination of a man sitting in a chair next to me taunting me; pieces of dust manifesting as hallucinations of spider like creatures)
autonomous voice communication (voices of my mother and father screaming at each other for hours about my drug habit; mocking and laughter; police officer screaming in stair-way all night; police radio chatter blaring through the street spelling my name; hallucinations of my partner making fun of me to her friends and threatening to seriously hurt me)
time compression (perception of music and other human beings comically speed up)
autonomous entity (hallucination of a man sitting in a chair next to me taunting me; pieces of dust manifesting as hallucinations of spider like creatures)
autonomous voice communication (voices of my mother and father screaming at each other for hours about my drug habit; mocking and laughter; police officer screaming in stair-way all night; police radio chatter blaring through the street spelling my name; hallucinations of my partner making fun of me to her friends and threatening to seriously hurt me)
made me more concious of how dissociation influences my perception of reality; broke communication down to a fluid simplified interface; vulnerable animalistic perception of organic living beings; enabled understanding repressed part of myself
generally has a negative impact on productivity and long-term wellbeing but can be helpful in change of perspective and acute coping
quite plesant to foil when freebased with ammonia
intravenous injection of unsanitary and overacidified solution repeatedly lead to the development of soars all around my body(unrelated to venipuncture)
sweet marzipan like smell turning sickly; low solubility in water; 2.5% dilution very bitter and mouth numbing; 0.25% dilution bareable dare I say nice with a bunch of sugar