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0xea (Xea, Christie)

0xea
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Age2005-02
LocationGermany
{p}Hyia~!,{Ep}{p}I am the creator of AnodyneWiki.{Ep}{p}I spend a year moderating PsychonautWiki before a falling out with the rest of the moderation team.{Ep}{p}{user 'a1ko'} is my partner.{Ep}{p}Feel free to chat me up! <3{Ep}

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Psyche []

Attributes

  • {wkp 'autism spectrum disorder' 'autism'} (diagnosed)
  • {wkp 'transsexual'} ({wkp 'Trans woman' 'male to female'} since May 2023; injecting {sub 'estradiol'} esters weekly)
  • reoccuring {xeff 'mania' 'manic'} episodes (24 hours to 1 month; {xeff 'appetite suppression'}, {wkp 'delusions of grandeur'})
  • {wkp 'borderline personality disorder'} (undiagnosed; suggested by former friend; family history; clingy attachment style; phases of intense fear of {wkp 'Abandonment (emotional)' 'abandonment'} mitigated via heavy intravenous substance-use; intense outbursts; lack of stable identity; {wkp 'impulsivity'}; {wkp 'dissociation'})
  • {wkp 'self-destructive behaviour'} (self-punshing, head-banging, cutting, injecting, intentional overdose)
  • reaccuring {xeff 'suicidal ideation'} (since ~2018)
  • {roa 'intravenous'} {wkp 'stimulant use disorder'} (since december 2023; longest period of abstinence 113 days; periods of {xeff 'wakefulness'} up to +7 days, psychological breakdown and severe episodes of {wkp 'stimulant psychosis'})
  • prior {xeff 'delusion' 'delusions'} (paranoid, persecutory, {wkp 'delusions of reference'}, {wkp 'somatic symptom disorder' 'somatic'}, {wkp 'thought broadcasting'}, {wkp 'somantic delusion' 'hypochondriasis'}, {wkp 'delusions of grandeur'}, {wkp 'fregoli delusion'}, {wkp 'reduplicative paramnesia'}, {wkp 'delusional parasitosis'}, {wkp 'intermetamorphosis'}, {wkp 'mirrored-self misidentification'}, {wkp 'Cotard%27s syndrome' 'cotard{apos}s syndrome'}, {wkp 'gang stalking'}, {wkp 'truman show delusion'}, {wkp 'messiah complex'}, {wkp 'reduplicative paramnesia'}, {wkp 'pathological jealousy'}, {wkp 'scrupulosity'}, {wkp 'erotomania'}, {wkp 'reincarnation'})

Interests

  • {wkp 'psychopharmacology'}
  • synthesis
  • compounding
  • {wkp 'unix-like'} systems

Substance Matrix []

Substance Index

Salbutamol []
Routes:
  • Inhaled
    Onset: 30 s
    Comeup: 5 m
    Duration: ?
Salts:
  • Sulfate
Source:
  • Salbutamol inhaler: Ratiopharm
Effects:
  • {xeff 'bronchodilation' 'bronchodilation'}
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation' 'stimulation'}
  • {xeff 'increased heart rate'}
Odor:
Notes:
Formoterol []
Routes:
  • Inhaled
Salts:
  • Sulfate
Source:
Effects:
  • {xeff 'bronchodilation' 'bronchodilation'}
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation' 'stimulation'}
  • {xeff 'increased heart rate'}
Odor:
Notes:
2,5-Dimethoxy-4-bromophenethylamine []
Routes:
  • Oral
    Onset: 15 - 30 m
    Duration: 3 - 5 h
  • Insufflated
    Onset: 1 - 5 m
    Comeup: 15 m
    Duration: 3 h
  • Intravenous
    Onset: 30 - 60 s
    Duration: 2.5 h
Salts:
Source:
  • 2C-B: DNM Germany
Effects:
  • {xeff 'time-distortion?s=time-dilation' 'time dilation'}
  • {xeff 'internal hallucination'}
  • {xeff 'colour-enhancement' 'color enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'increased pareidolia'}
  • {xeff 'visual acuity enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'tactile enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'double vision'}
  • {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
  • {xeff 'transformations'}
  • {xeff 'geometry'}
  • {xeff 'autonomous entity'}
  • {xeff 'addiction suppression'} (helps discontinue nicotine/stimulant addiction)
  • {xeff 'brain zaps'}
  • {xeff 'nausea'}
  • {xeff 'nausea?s=vomiting' 'vomiting'}
Odor:
Notes:
  • had ~2x bad trips
  • intense experience when intravenously injected
  • "this felt like ages, felt very peaceful not having to think about a but just being in a state of wonder which stains itself as long as I want"
2,5-Dimethoxy-4-chloro-N-(2-methoxybenzyl)phenethylamine []
Routes:
  • Oral
  • Sublingual (0.15 - 1.2mg)
    Onset: 30 - 90 m
    Comeup: 30 - 60 m
    Duration: 8 - 10 h
  • Vaporized (0.06 - 0.96mg)
Salts:
Source:
  • 25C-NBOMe: DNM Germany
Effects:
  • {xeff 'internal hallucination'}
  • {xeff 'geometry'}
  • {xeff 'colour-enhancement' 'color enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'visual acuity enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'double vision'}
  • {xeff 'tactile enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'muscle tension'}
  • {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
  • {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
  • {xeff 'physical fatigue'}
  • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought loops'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'focus suppression'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'thought disorganization'} (especially at the tail end)
  • increased abstraction
  • {xeff 'delirium'}
  • {xeff 'confusion'}
Odor:
Notes:
  • vaporized by soaking 2.4mg of blotters in 10ml 3/1 PG/VG (experience underwhelming requiring subligual dose to push me over the edge)
  • "this is a weirdly psychotic experience and I absoluely love it X333"
  • "I vividly recall accidentally drawing a spider and preceding to get horrified of it "
2,5-Dimethoxy-4-iodo-N-(2-methoxybenzyl)phenethylamine []
Routes:
  • Oral
  • Sublingual (0.75 - 1.125mg)
    Onset: 30 - 120 m
    Comeup: 10 - 30 m
    Duration: 8 h
Salts:
Source:
  • 25I-NBOMe: DNM Germany
Effects:
  • {xeff 'internal hallucination'}
  • {xeff 'colour-enhancement' 'color enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'visual acuity enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'tactile enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'muscle tension'}
  • {xeff 'increased music appreciation'}
  • {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
  • {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
  • {xeff 'dry mouth'}
  • {xeff 'thought disorganization'} (at tail end)
  • {xeff 'physical fatigue'}
  • {xeff 'delusion'} ({wkp 'fregoli delusion'})
Odor:
Notes:
  • 0.75mg "peaceful experience"
  • "dear god!, such sights! serotonin receptors huh?~"
Amphetamine []
Routes:
  • Oral (10 - 50mg)
    Onset: 20 - 35 m
    Duration: 4 - 6 h
  • Insufflated (30 - 60mg)
  • Intrarectal (30 - 90mg)
  • Subcutaneous
    Onset: 25 m
    Duration: 3 - 5 h
  • Intramuscular (10 - 35mg)
  • Intravenous (15 - 50mg)
    Onset: 1 m
    Duration: 3 - 4 h
  • Inhaled
  • Vaporized (5mg)
  • Sublingual (5mg)
Salts:
  • Sulfate
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • Amphetamine Sulfate: DNM Germany
  • Speed paste: Goerlitzer park
  • Speed paste: Drug taxi
  • Speed: Warschauer
Indication:Effects:
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased music appreciation'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'wakefulness'} (up to 5+ days)
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stamina enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'appetite suppression'} and thirst suppression
  • {rev} {xeff 'constipation'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'headache'} suppression
  • {xeff 'addiction suppression'} (helps discontinue {sub 'nicotine'} and {sub 'diacetylmorphine'} addiction at the cost of amphetamine addiction)
  • {sev 'strong'} {wkp 'addiction'} (+44g consumed; compulsive drug seeking on the street)
  • {xeff 'psychosis'}
  • {xeff 'delusion'} ({wkp 'delusions of reference'})
  • {xeff 'personal meaning enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'peripheral information misinterpretation'} (being observed through window; sudden movements)
  • {xeff 'autonomous entity'} (being waving from another room. invisibility cloak entities walking around)
  • {xeff 'auditory hallucination'} (loud breathing noise forcing me to keep my eyes open; 3+ {xeff 'autonomous-voice-communication' 'voices'} drowning out thoughts till {wkp 'unconsciousness'})
  • {wkp 'hyperventilation'}
  • {xeff 'increased heart rate'} (160+ bpm)
  • {xeff 'increased blood pressure'}
  • {wkp 'bells palsy' 'face dropping'} and {sev 'moderate'} numbing of sensations on the right side of my body
After Effects:
  • {xeff 'feelings of impending doom'} (for 1-3 days)
  • {xeff 'panic attack'} (for 1-3 days)
  • {xeff 'depression'}
  • {xeff 'motivation suppression'} (for 1-2 weeks)
  • {xeff 'nausea'}
  • {xeff 'nausea?s=vomiting' 'vomiting'}
Tolerance:
  • builds steadily over the span of weeks to months
  • sustained use leads to a point where the drugs positive effects are still reachable but at dosages between 50-100mg intravenously and oftentimes only 15-30 minutes at a time.
Odor:
  • freebase smells strongly of rotten fish
  • pristine sulfate is practically odorless
Notes:
  • intravenously quite practical {class 'stimulant'}
Dextroamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Oral (2.5 - 20mg)
  • Intravenous (5mg)
Salts:
  • Sulfate
Source:
  • Dexamfetamine Sulfate 5mg tablets: Tentin
Indication:Effects:
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • clean {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {xeff 'paranoia'}
  • {xeff 'delusion'} (paranoid, shadow police)
Odor:
Notes:
Methamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Oral (10 - 50mg)
    Onset: ~ 35 m
    Duration: ~ 6 - 8 h
  • Insufflated (10 - 20mg)
  • Intrarectal (5 - 20mg)
  • Subcutaneous (4.2 - 15mg)
  • Intramuscular (10 - 15mg)
    Onset: 30 - 60 s
    Duration: ?
  • Intravenous (10 - 110mg)
    Onset: 10 - 15 s
    Duration: 1 - 8 h
  • Vaporized
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • Crystal Meth: Goerlitzer park
Indication:Effects:
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'} (often resulting in a state of day long hyper-focus which may or may not be counter-productive)
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'wakefulness'} (up to 6+ days)
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased music appreciation'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stamina enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'dry mouth'}
  • {xeff 'appetite suppression'} (often resulting in malnutrition long-term)
  • thirst suppression
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {xeff 'increased libido'}
  • {rev} {xeff 'constipation'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'headache'} suppression
  • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'} (sliced right-cephalic vein wide open with scalpel, registered {sub 'phenol'} syringe inside vein)
  • {xeff 'paranoia'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {wkp 'addiction'} (+10g consumed; compulsive drug seeking on the street; psychological breakdown; intense mental dulling and tolerance)
  • {xeff 'headache'}
  • {xeff 'psychosis'}
  • {xeff 'unspeakable horrors'}
  • {xeff 'shadow people'} (friendly shadow person doing code-review)
  • {xeff 'time-distortion?s=time-compression' 'time compression'} (perception of music and other human beings comically speed up)
  • {xeff 'autonomous entity'} (hallucination of a man sitting in a chair next to me taunting me; pieces of dust manifesting as hallucinations of spider like creatures)
  • {wkp 'photopsia'} (lights shine through my courtains)
  • rain coming from the sealing
  • {xeff 'auditory hallucination'} (phantom music playing as if I were wearing headphones)
  • {xeff 'autonomous voice communication'} (voices of my mother and father screaming at each other for hours about my drug habit; mocking and laughter; police officer screaming in stair-way all night; police radio chatter blaring through the street spelling my name; hallucinations of my partner making fun of me to her friends and threatening to seriously hurt me; nurses at hospital making fun of me)
  • {xeff 'delusion'} ({wkp 'Cotard%27s syndrome' 'cotard{apos}s syndrome'}, paranoid)
  • {xeff 'personal meaning enhancement'}
  • Condition: without tolerance
    • short-acting {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
After Effects:
  • {xeff 'feelings of impending doom'} (for 3-6 days)
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'anxiety'} (for 3-6 days)
  • {xeff 'panic attack'} (for 3-6 days)
  • {xeff 'depression'} (for 1-4 weeks)
  • {xeff 'motivation suppression'} (for 1-2 weeks)
Tolerance:
  • builds steadily over the span of 1-2 weeks
  • sustained use leads to absolute tolerance where only adverse effects remain
Odor:
Notes:
Dextromethamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Oral (10 - 50mg)
  • Insufflated (10 - 20mg)
  • Intrarectal (5 - 20mg)
  • Subcutaneous (4.2 - 15mg)
  • Intramuscular (10 - 15mg)
    Onset: 30 - 60 s
    Duration: ?
  • Intravenous (15 - 45mg)
    Onset: 10 - 15 s
    Duration: 1 - 8 h
  • Vaporized
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • Crystal Meth (Ephedrine): DNM Germany
Indication:Effects:
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'} (often resulting in a state of day long hyper-focus which may or may not be counter-productive)
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'wakefulness'} (up to 6+ days)
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stamina enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'dry mouth'}
  • {xeff 'appetite suppression'} (often resulting in malnutrition long-term)
  • thirst suppression
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {xeff 'increased libido'}
  • {rev} {xeff 'constipation'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'headache'} suppression
  • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'} (sliced right-cephalic vein wide open with scalpel, registered {sub 'phenol'} syringe inside vein)
  • {xeff 'paranoia'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {wkp 'addiction'} (+10g consumed; compulsive drug seeking on the street; psychological breakdown; intense mental dulling and tolerance)
  • {xeff 'headache'}
  • {xeff 'psychosis'}
  • {xeff 'unspeakable horrors'}
  • {xeff 'shadow people'} (friendly shadow person doing code-review)
  • {xeff 'time-distortion?s=time-compression' 'time compression'} (perception of music and other human beings comically speed up)
  • {xeff 'autonomous entity'} (hallucination of a man sitting in a chair next to me taunting me; pieces of dust manifesting as hallucinations of spider like creatures)
  • {wkp 'photopsia'} (lights shine through my courtains)
  • rain coming from the sealing
  • {xeff 'auditory hallucination'} (phantom music playing as if I were wearing headphones)
  • {xeff 'autonomous voice communication'} (voices of my mother and father screaming at each other for hours about my drug habit; mocking and laughter; police officer screaming in stair-way all night; police radio chatter blaring through the street spelling my name; hallucinations of my partner making fun of me to her friends and threatening to seriously hurt me; nurses at hospital making fun of me)
  • {xeff 'delusion'} ({wkp 'Cotard%27s syndrome' 'cotard{apos}s syndrome'}, paranoid)
  • {xeff 'personal meaning enhancement'}
After Effects:
  • {xeff 'feelings of impending doom'} (for 3-6 days)
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'anxiety'} (for 3-6 days)
  • {xeff 'panic attack'} (for 3-6 days)
  • {xeff 'depression'} (for 1-4 weeks)
  • {xeff 'motivation suppression'} (for 1-2 weeks)
Tolerance:
  • builds steadily over the span of 1-2 weeks
  • sustained use leads to absolute tolerance where only adverse effects remain
Odor:
Notes:
4-Phenylmethamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (45 - 170mg)
    Onset: 10 - 30 s
    Duration: ?
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride?
Source:
  • BPMA: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
Indication:Effects:
  • {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'stamina enhancement'}
  • {xeff 'appetite suppression'}
  • {rev} {xeff 'constipation'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
  • {xeff 'headache'} suppression
  • endocrine disruptor effects possibly caused {wkp 'lactation'}
  • intravenous 170mg
    • {xeff 'sleepiness'} (loss of conciousness)
Odor:
Notes:
  • requires gentle heating to fully dissolve (regardless of acidic conditions)
3-Fluoroamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (100 - 120mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride?
Source:
  • 3-FA: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
Effects:
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'jaw clenching'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'visual acuity suppression'}
  • {xeff 'psychosis'}
Odor:
Notes:
  • surprisingly pleasant and useful stimulant
Flophedrone []
Routes:
  • Insufflated (50 - 100)
  • Intravenous (20 - 100mg)
    Duration: 1 h
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • 3-FMC: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
Effects:
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
Odor:
Notes:
  • unpleasant
3-Fluoroethamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (25 - 75mg)
  • Insufflated (25mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride?
Source:
  • 3-FEA: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
Effects:
Odor:
Notes:
  • barely active even when intravenously administered
4-Fluoromethamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (20 - 100mg)
  • Oral (50 - 125mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride?
Source:
Effects:
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
Odor:
Notes:
  • barely active even when intravenously administered
  • softer curve
Pseudoephedrine []
Routes:
  • Oral (60mg)
    Duration: ~ 6 h
  • Vaporized (30 - 60mg)
  • Intravenous (50mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
  • Freebase
Source:
  • Rhinopront: pharmacy
Indication:
  • nasal congestion
Effects:
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {xeff 'anxiety'} (above 100mg)
  • {xeff 'panic attack'} (above 100mg)
Odor:
  • freebase distinct atypical yet uniquely nasty amine type smell
Notes:
5-Methoxy-2-aminoindane []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (45mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride?
Source:
  • MEAI: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
Effects:
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
Odor:
Notes:
3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Oral (100mg)
    Onset: 1 h
    Comeup: ~ 30 m
    Duration: ~ 6 h
  • Intravenous (70 - 165mg)
    Onset: 15 - 30 s
    Comeup: 1 - 5 m
    Duration: 30 - 60 m
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
Effects:
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
  • allowes me to reprocess past events without fear or dread
  • makes people cuddly
  • Intravenous
    • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'} ("I just want to fucking die!")
    • {xeff 'serotonin syndrome'}
    • {wkp 'clonus'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    • {xeff 'irritability'}
Odor:
Notes:
Lisdexamphetamine []
Routes:
  • Oral (30 - 150mg)
    Onset: 1.5 - 2 h
    Duration: 7 - 13 h
  • Intravenous (50 - 150mg)
    Onset: 1 h
    Duration: ?
Salts:
  • Dimesylate
Source:
  • Elvanse Lisdexamfetamine Dimesylate
Indication:
  • executive dysfunction
Effects:
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
Tolerance:
  • builds steadily over the span of weeks to months
Odor:
Notes:
Orthophedrone []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (5 - 50mg)
  • Insufflated (20 - 50mg)
  • Subcutaneous (25mg)
  • Oral (100 - 175mg)
  • Intrarectal
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • 2-MMC: DNM Germany
Effects:
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • short-acting {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {xeff 'memory suppression'}
  • {sev 'light'} {wkp 'addiction'} (10g consumed)
  • {xeff 'dream potentiation'} (disturbing vivid dreams)
  • {xeff 'psychosis'}
  • {xeff 'amnesia'}
  • {xeff 'unspeakable horrors'}
  • {xeff 'perspective hallucination'} (shift in perception as if looking at everything through a different perspective and setting)
  • {sev 'intense'} distress and fear of being alone, the darkness and being damaged
  • multi-layer {wkp 'sleep paralysis'}
  • {xeff 'delusion'} (of being poisoned by the friends taking care of me when suddenly a day after psychosis onset {xeff 'drifting'} effects kicked in)
  • immensely distressed by the ~100 syringes in my bed
Odor:
Notes:
  • more potent than expected
Metaphedrone []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (5 - 250mg)
  • Insufflated (25 - 90mg)
  • Subcutaneous (5mg)
  • Oral (20 - 75mg)
  • Intrarectal (10 - 200mg)
  • Vaporized (15 - 20mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • 3-MMC: Drug taxi
  • 3-MMC: DNM Germany
Effects:
  • short-acting {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {wkp 'addiction'} (made me feel as if this feeling would be the purpose of the rest of my life; +60g consumed; emptied out savings)
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {xeff 'memory suppression'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'increased libido'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
After Effects:
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression'}
  • {xeff 'memory suppression'}
Tolerance:
  • builds steadily over the span of a single session leading to acute dose escalation from <~30mg every 30-45 minutes> at the beginning to <250mg every 10-15 minutes> at the grinding breakdown 3-5 days in.
  • sustained use leads to absolute tolerance where only adverse effects remain and the corrosion in the venous networks or nostrils causes severe burning.
Odor:
Notes:
  • corrosive in veins and nostrils
Clophedrone []
Routes:
  • Intravenous (21 - 150mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • 3-CMC: Research-chemical-vendor Netherland
Effects:
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
  • {xeff 'increased libido'}
Odor:
Notes:
Bupropion []
Routes:
  • Oral (150mg)
  • Intravenous (300mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
Effects:
  • {xeff 'anxiety'}
  • {xeff 'panic attack'}
  • Intravenous
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
Odor:
Notes:
Brephedrone []
Routes:
  • Insufflated (15mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
Effects:
Odor:
Notes:
  • effective dosing not reached
Mephedrone []
Routes:
  • Oral (150 - 400mg)
  • Insufflated (25 - 115mg)
    Onset: 20 s
    Comeup: 5 m
    Duration: 45 m
  • Intravenous (30 - 250mg)
    Onset: 10 s
    Duration: 15 - 30 m
  • Intrarectal (65 - 70mg)
  • Vaporized (5 - 30mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
  • Mephedrone: DNM Germany
  • 4-MMC: Drug taxi
Effects:
  • short-acting {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
  • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased libido'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
  • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
  • {xeff 'sleepiness'}
  • Intravenous
    • rush adds metalic distortions and extra depth to music
After Effects:
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'depression'}
  • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
Tolerance:
  • builds steadily over the span of a single session leading to acute dose escalation from <~30mg every 30-45 minutes> at the beginning to <200mg every 10-15 minutes> at the grinding breakdown 3-5 days in.
  • sustained use leads to absolute tolerance where only adverse effects remain and the corrosion in the venous networks or nostrils causes severe burning.
Odor:
  • hydrochloride cat piss. likely through contamination not the substance itself.
Notes:
4-Methylbuphedrone []
Routes:
  • Insufflated (30mg)
  • Intrarectal (40mg)
  • Intravenous (20 - 50mg)
Salts:
  • Hydrochloride
Source:
Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    4-Methylpentedrone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (20 - 50mg)
    • Intravenous (5 - 50mg)
      Onset: 15 s
      Duration: 2 - 3 h
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    • 4-MPD: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
    • short-acting {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stamina enhancement'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'increased libido'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'increased libido'}
    • {rev} {xeff 'constipation'}
    • {xeff 'muscle tension'}
    • {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
    • {xeff 'physical fatigue'}
    • {xeff 'respiratory depression'}
    • presumably related to sporatic system-concentrations due to IV use: {xeff 'disorganized thinking'}
    • {xeff 'psychosis'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'mouth numbing'}
    • numbing of sensations on the right side of my body
    • {xeff 'respiratory depression'} (leading to an ER visit)
    • {xeff 'time-distortion?s=time-compression' 'time compression'} (perception of music and human beings comically speed up)
    • 5mg (without-tolerance)
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • Condition: discontinuation after a couple of redoses
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'thought disorganization'}
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'focus suppression'}
      • feeling fried
    • Intravenous 30mg (without tolerance)
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased heart rate'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'feelings of impending doom'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'dehydration '} (went through 4 bottles of water in 24 hours)
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'shakiness'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased perspiration'}
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'respiratory depression'}
      • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'dry mouth'}
    After Effects:
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'depression'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} pain sensitization
    Tolerance:
    • typically breaks through {sev 'strong'} {class 'stimulant'}-tolerance
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • highly potent presumably more useful when struggling with heavy stimulant tolerance
    • favorite stimulant
    3-Methylethcathinone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (30mg)
    • Intravenous (20 - 35mg)
      Duration: 1 - 3 h
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • Intravenous
      • acute {wkp 'gag reflex' 'gag-reflex'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • potencial {xeff 'serotonin syndrome'} risk
    N-Ethyl-nor-pentedrone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (15 - 50mg)
    • Intravenous (10 - 120mg)
      Onset: 5 - 15 s
      Comeup: ~ 1 m
      Duration: 1 - 3 h
    • Intramuscular (40mg)
      Onset: ~ 30 - 60 s
      Duration: ?
    • Intrarectal (10mg)
      Onset: ~ 30 s
      Duration: ?
    • Oral (45mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'increased libido'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought disorganization'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'increased heart rate'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'increased blood pressure'}
    • relief of {xeff 'constipation'}
    • {xeff 'psychosis'}
    • {xeff 'time-distortion?s=time-compression' 'time compression'} (perception of music and other human beings comically speed up)
    • disrupts neurotransmitter synthesis with repeated high dosage use leading to neurotransmitter depletion (incase this compound suddenly stops having any rewarding effects, under no circumstances start escalating dosages instead make sure you are well nurished, don't have a {sub 'pyridoxine' 'vitamin-b6'} deficiency)
    • +500mg incremental
      • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
      • {wkp 'acidosis'} (risking {wkp 'kidney failure'} and {wkp 'rhabdomyolysis'}) take {sub 'bicarbonate'} to raise bodily pH and aid breaking down compound)
    • Condition: combined with a serotonin releasing drug
      • {xeff 'serotonin syndrome'}
      • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
      • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • quite tweaky
    N-Ethyl-nor-heptedrone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (30mg)
    • Intravenous (10mg)
    • Intramuscular (40mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    α-Pyrrolidinobutiophenone []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (5 - 100mg)
    Salts:
    • Citrate
    Source:
    • α-Pyrrolidinobutyrophenone: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands (questionable purity and identity; barely dissolves; mislabeled bag)
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • uncertain and unpleasant activity
    α-Pyrrolidinopentiophenone []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (5 - 60mg)
      Onset: 10 s
      Duration: 3 - 4 h
    • Vaporized (15mg)
    • Intrarectal (10mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'wakefulness'} (up to 6-7 days)
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {sev 'intense'} subjective locomotor-activity increase
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought loops'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'paranoia'}
    • {xeff 'peripheral information misinterpretation'} (waving and movements all around me)
    • {xeff 'delusion'} (paranoid, persecutory, {wkp 'delusions of grandeur'}, time-travel)
    • {xeff 'personal meaning enhancement'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'paranoia'}
    • Intravenous
      • {xeff 'psychosis'}
    • Intravenous
      • {xeff 'tinnitus'}
      • when dosed too frequently multi-hour peroids of strong dissociation
    Tolerance:
    • minimal dosage escalation following several weeks of sustained usage in form of 5-7 day long bindges.
    Odor:
    Notes:
    α-Pyrrolidinoisohexanophenone []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (2.5 - 25mg)
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Active: 3 - 15 m
    • Vaporized (~ 10mg)
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • Citrate
    • Ascorbate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'physical euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'jaw clenching'}
    • in overdose hyperventilation
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'irritability'}
    • {xeff 'internal hallucination'} (uncomfortable disturbing imagery trying to taunt mind)
    • {xeff 'psychosis'} (related visual alterations, flickering and textures being perceived in fragments which iterate 5-10x per second)
    Odor:
    • freebase smells like mixture of disgusting mushroom smell and cum
    Notes:
    • "literally craving the next shoot 3 minutes after having had a serious one... I imagine this is what being addicted to crack must feel like"
    α-Pyrrolidinocyclohexanophenone []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (10 - 100mg)
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • Citrate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'physical euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety'}
    Odor:
    • Freebase: unpleasant smell of cucumbers and cum
    Notes:
    α-Pyrrolidino-2-phenylacetophenone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (15 - 60mg)
    • Intravenous (5 - 50mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'anxiety' 'anxiety'}
    • dissociating {xeff 'stimulation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    5-Dihydrobenzofuranpyrovalerone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'anxiety'}
    Odor:
    • cellar
    • old closet
    Notes:
    • uncomfortable intravenously
    3,4-Methylenedioxy-α-pyrrolidinoisohexanophenone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated
      Duration: 5 h
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'} (comparable to my first time taking stimulants)
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {xeff 'psychosis'}
    • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    3,4-Methylenedioxy-α-pyrrolidinohexiophenone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated
      Duration: ~ 3 - 5 h
    • Intravenous
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • Hydrochloride
    • Citrate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'paranoia'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'thought loops'}
    • {xeff 'psychosis'}
    • {xeff 'delusion'} ({wkp 'thought broadcasting'})
    • {wkp 'punding'} (more than half a day spend compulsively sorting, packing up and cleaning in a needlessly repetitive and obsessive manner)
    • Intravenous
      • {xeff 'tinnitus'}
      • when dosed too frequently multi-hour peroids of strong dissociation
    Odor:
    • vaporized freebase distinctive disgusting mushroom-like
    Notes:
    Methylphenidate []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:
    • executive dysfunction
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {xeff 'anxiety'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • Intravenous
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'} (comparable to {sub 'methamphetamine'})
      • {xeff 'increased blood pressure'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
      • numbing of sensations on the right side of my body
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Ethylphenidate []
    Routes:
    • Oral (37.5 - 75mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • passed out on it on both occasions
    Benzocaine []
    Routes:
    • Buccal
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'mouth numbing'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Lidocaine []
    Routes:
    • Topical
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    Source:
    Indication:
    • hemorrhoid
    Effects:
    • numbing effect on rectum
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Dimethocaine []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • Citrate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • intravenous +100mg
      • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'mouth numbing'}
      • {sev 'strong'} numbing effect in veins
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • pleasant vaporized
    Cocaine []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous
      Onset: 15 s
      Duration: 10 - 15 m
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • Hydrochloride
    • Citrate
    Source:
    • Cocaine: Warschauer
    • Cocaine: Drug taxi
    Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'vasoconstriction'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {xeff 'auditory-distortion' 'auditory alteration'} or {xeff 'auditory-suppression' 'suppression'}
    • Intravenous
      • occasionally {xeff 'physical euphoria'} (comfortable full body feeling)
    • Vaporized
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'mouth numbing'}
    Odor:
    • vaporized freebase fishy
    Notes:
    Butylscopolamine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • Hydrobromide
    Source:
    • Buscopan Plus: pharmacy
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'dry mouth'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Tyrosine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • uncertain activity
    3,4-Dihydroxyphenylalanine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (105 - 440mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    • L-Dopa+ 105mg ZEINpharma
    Indication:Effects:
    • subjective locomotor-activity increase
    • {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Taurine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (4g)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    N-Acetyl-L-tyrosine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (500 - 3000mg)
    • Intravenous (500mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • Oral
      • mild adrenergic activity
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • corrosive in veins
    Ibuprofen []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'headache'} suppression
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Ketoprofen []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'headache'} suppression
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Acetylsalicylic acid []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    • Insufflated
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'headache'} suppression
    • useful blood thinning (for stroke prevention)
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Paracetamol []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • effects not notable
    Metamizole []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • effects not notable
    Amisulpride []
    Routes:
    • Oral (50 - 300mg)
      Onset: 25 - 45 m
      Duration: ~ 8 h
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'cognitive fatigue'}
    • {xeff 'appetite enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'motivation suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • quite pleasant antipsychotic
    Dimethyltryptamine []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized (15 - 30mg)
      Onset: 15 s
      Comeup: 30 s
      Duration: 3 m
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'geometry'}
    • {xeff 'visual acuity enhancement'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • ~15mg vaporized produced very {sev 'light'} effects but made me leave with newfound meaning and motivation
    • ~20mg vaporized produced feelings of shooting through space while completely clear in my head, very clean beautiful visuals
    • ~25mg vaporized produced feelings of being torn out of my body and lost in space
    4-Propionyloxy-N-methyl-N-ethyltryptamine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (20mg)
      Onset: 45 m
      Comeup: 30 m
      Duration: 5 - 6 h
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'geometry'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
    • {xeff 'visual acuity enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • background humming
    • {xeff 'unspeakable horrors'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • had 1x bad trip
    Melatonin []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • improves quality of sleep
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • barely effective
    Tryptophan []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • uncertain activity
    Oxitriptan []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • subjective improvement in wellbeing after {sub '3,4-methylenedioxymethampheamine' 'MDMA'} use
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Sumatriptan []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (5mg)
      Onset: 15 s
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • Succinate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'increased perspiration'}
    • relaxed cool and clear head feeling
    • Intravenous
      • warm uncomfortable panick inducing rush
      • burning sensation in my head immediately
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Lysergic acid diethylamide []
    Routes:
    • Oral (150mcg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'empathy-affection-and-sociability-enhancement' 'enhanced communication'}
    • increased abstraction (broke communication down to a fluid simplified interface)
    • made me more concious of how dissociation influences my perception of reality
    • vulnerable animalistic perception of organic living beings
    • enabled understanding repressed part of myself
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Lysergic acid fluorodiethylamide []
    Routes:
    • Oral (500mcg)
      Onset: 1.5 h
      Comeup: 0.5 h
      Duration: 10 h
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'empathy affection and sociability enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'novelty enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'thought connectivity'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'wakefulness'}
    • {xeff 'rejuvenation'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'mindfulness'}
    • {xeff 'increased pareidolia'}
    • {xeff 'visual acuity enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'colour-enhancement' 'color enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'frame rate suppression'}
    • {xeff 'drifting'}
    • {xeff 'texture liquidation'}
    • {xeff 'tracers'}
    • {xeff 'object alteration'}
    • {xeff 'geometry'}
    • {xeff 'visual exposure to semantic concept network'}
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'thought loops'}
    • {xeff 'transformations'}
    • {xeff 'symmetrical texture repetition'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • "this was probably my best psychedelic experience so far"
    • "having a wondeful very peaceful experience"
    • "how can the breakdown of perception be this beautiful"
    • seams to loose potency in storage over the span of a couple of months
    1-(Ferrocenecarbonyl)-lysergic acid diethylamide []
    Routes:
    • Sublingual (200mcg)
      Onset: 30 m
      Comeup: 30 m
      Duration: 7 - 10 h
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • L-Tartrate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought loops'}
    • {xeff 'colour-enhancement' 'color enhancement'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'wakefulness'}
    • {xeff 'object alteration'}
    • {xeff 'transformations'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'symmetrical texture repetition'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'confusion'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'laughter fits'}
    • {xeff 'time dilation'}
    After Effects:
    • {xeff 'time-distortion?s=time-compression' 'time compression'} (perception of videos and other human beings comically speed up)
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Diphenhydramine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (25 - 50mg)
    • Intravenous (5 - 25mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'nausea suppression'}
    • {xeff 'irritability'}
    • seams too improve allergy symptoms
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Dimenhydrinate []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Doxylamine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (25mg)
      Onset: ~ 1 h
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • Succinate
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • subjectively less drowsy than {sub 'diphenhydramine'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Modafinil []
    Routes:
    • Oral (100 - 400mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'wakefulness'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • effects not notable
    Cetirizine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • seamed too improve allergy symptoms
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Fexofenadine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (120mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • no notable effect on allergic reaction
    Fluoxetine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'depression reduction'} (acute effects; long term no notable improvement in quality of life)
    • {sev 'light'} potenciation of {sub 'dextroamphetamine'} through CYP2D6 inhibition
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Loperamide []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Hydrocortisone []
    Routes:
    • Dermal
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Progesterone []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • Male to female transsexuality
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Estradiol []
    Routes:
    • Transdermal
    Salts:
    • Hemihydrate
    Source:
    Indication:
    • Male to female transsexuality
    Effects:
    • figure changes
    • breast growth
    • body-hair reduction
    • skin smoothing
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • gender-identity related {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • life saving hormone
    Estradiol valerate []
    Routes:
    • Subcutaneous
    • Intramuscular
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • Male to female transsexuality
    Effects:
    • figure changes
    • breast growth
    • body-hair reduction
    • skin smoothing
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • gender-identity related {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • crashes when injected weekly
    Estradiol cypionate []
    Routes:
    • Subcutaneous
      Duration: 5 - 6 d
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • Male to female transsexuality
    Effects:
    • figure changes
    • breast growth
    • body-hair reduction
    • skin smoothing
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • gender-identity related {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • crashes when injected weekly
    Estradiol enantate []
    Routes:
    • Subcutaneous
      Duration: 5 - 6 d
    • Intramuscular
      Duration: 7 d
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • Male to female transsexuality
    Effects:
    • figure changes
    • breast growth
    • body-hair reduction
    • skin smoothing
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • gender-identity related {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • minor crashes when injected weekly
    • discomfort when injected every 4 days
    Estradiol undecylate []
    Routes:
    • Subcutaneous
      Duration: ~ 20 d
    • Intramuscular
      Duration: 25 - 30 d
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • Male to female transsexuality
    Effects:
    • figure changes
    • breast growth
    • body-hair reduction
    • skin smoothing
    • {xeff 'emotion intensification'}
    • gender-identity related {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • produces stable levels with no crashes when injected monthly
    Finasteride []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • hairloss
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • stopped treatment after a month
    Dutasteride []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • hairloss
    Effects:
    • significantly reduced hairloss combined with {sub 'minoxidil'} foam
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • no side effects
    • very long halflife
    Cyproterone acetate []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • helpful when {sub 'estradiol'} levels drop below monotherapy levels
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • no side effects noted
    Beclometasone dipropionate []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Bromazepam []
    Routes:
    • Oral (3 - 6mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Flubromazolam []
    Routes:
    • Oral (0.25mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    • Flubromazolam 0.5mg pellets: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Diazepam []
    Routes:
    • Oral (5 - 30mg)
    • Intravenous (5 - 10mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'irritability'}
    • cancels out {class 'stimulant' 'stimulants'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • practical intravenous-use (using additional solvant such as {sub 'propylene glycol' 'propylene glycol'} or {sub 'ethanol' 'ethanol'})
    Lorazepam []
    Routes:
    • Oral (1.25 - 2.5mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'memory suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Alprazolam []
    Routes:
    • Oral (1 - 2mg)
    • Intravenous (1mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • cancels out {class 'stimulant' 'stimulants'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • practical intravenous-use (using additional solvant such as {sub 'propylene glycol' 'propylene glycol'} or {sub 'ethanol' 'ethanol'})
    Etizolam []
    Routes:
    • Oral (0.5 - 2mg)
      Duration: ~ 8 h
    • Vaporized (1mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    • Etizolam 1mg tabs: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'sedation'} (to the point of inducing sleep)
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'motor control loss'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'memory suppression'}
    • Vaporized
      • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'respiratory depression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Dextromethorphan []
    Routes:
    • Oral (66mg)
    • Insufflated
    • Intravenous
    • Vaporized (50mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrobromide
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • effective dosing not reached
    • might have worsened previous stimulant psychosis
    Morphine []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous
      Onset: 15 s
      Comeup: 1 - 5 m
      Duration: 3 - 5 h
    • Insufflated
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    • Sulfate
    • Freebase
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
    • {xeff 'pain relief'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought deceleration'}
    • {xeff 'double vision'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'tinnitus'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • dream-like states which feel fully concious/lucid
    • {xeff 'muscle relaxation'}
    • {xeff 'pupil constriction'}
    • {xeff 'irritability'}
    • {xeff 'constipation'}
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'nausea?s=vomiting' 'vomiting'}
    • {wkp 'opioid withdrawal'}
    • Intravenous
      • sharper rush than {sub 'diacetylmorphine'}
    After Effects:
    • {xeff 'constipation'}
    • pain sensitization
    • {xeff 'depression'}
    • {wkp 'opioid withdrawal'}
    Tolerance:
    • builds steadily over the span of 1-2 weeks
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • generally has a negative impact on productivity and long-term wellbeing but can be helpful in change of perspective and acute coping
    • quite plesant to foil when Freebased with ammonia
    • intravenous injection of unsanitary solution repeatedly lead to the development of soars all around the body unrelated to venipuncture.
    Buprenorphine []
    Routes:
    • Transdermal
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Oxycodone []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'emotion suppression'}
    • {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
    • {xeff 'pain relief'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • Oral
      • {xeff 'cognitive dysphoria'}
    • Intravenous
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
      • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'increased perspiration'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    6-Monoacetylmorphine []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    • Citrate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought deceleration'}
    • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
    • {xeff 'pain relief'}
    • helps deal with significant emotional pain
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    • dream-like states which feel fully concious/lucid
    • {xeff 'increased libido'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • obtained by letting {sub 'diacetylmorphine'} sit in a low pH solution for several weeks; quite potent
    Diacetylmorphine []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized (10 - 70mg)
      Onset: 5 - 15 s
      Comeup: 1 - 5 m
      Duration: 3 - 5 h
    • Intravenous (5 - 50mg)
      Onset: 10 - 20 s
      Comeup: 1 - 5 m
      Duration: 3 - 5 h
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • Citrate
    • Ascorbate
    • D-Tartrate
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
    • {xeff 'pain relief'}
    • helps deal with significant emotional pain
    • {xeff 'double vision'}
    • {xeff 'motor control loss'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought deceleration'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'tinnitus'}
    • {xeff 'auditory suppression'}
    • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
    • {xeff 'increased perspiration'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • dream-like states which feel fully concious/lucid
    • {xeff 'increased libido'}
    • {xeff 'muscle relaxation'}
    • {xeff 'pupil constriction'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'appetite enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'irritability'}
    • {xeff 'constipation'}
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'dizziness'}
    • {xeff 'nausea?s=vomiting' 'vomiting'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'itchiness'}
    • Intravenous
      • smoother/weaker rush than {sub 'morphine'}
    After Effects:
    • {xeff 'constipation'}
    • pain sensitization
    • {xeff 'back pain'}
    • {xeff 'depression'}
    • {wkp 'opioid withdrawal'}
    Tolerance:
    • builds steadily over the span of 1-2 weeks
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • generally has a negative impact on productivity and long-term wellbeing but can be helpful in change of perspective and acute coping
    • plesant to foil
    Fentanyl []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (15 - 800mcg)
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Comeup: 30 s
      Duration: 60 - 120 m
    • Subcutaneous (50 - 250mcg)
      Onset: 7 - 8 m
      Comeup: 10 m
      Duration: 60 - 120 m
    • Intramuscular (750mcg)
      Onset: ~ 10 m
      Comeup: ~ 10 m
      Duration: 60 m
    • Vaporized (250 - 1000mcg)
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Comeup: 30 s
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • D-Tartrate
    • Citrate
    Source:
    • Fentanyl: DNM Germany
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'wakefulness'} (causes only temporary non-restful loss of conciousness for an hour once conciousness is regained consumption is typically resumed)
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'pain relief'}
    • {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'thought deceleration'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'tinnitus'}
    • {xeff 'muscle relaxation'}
    • {xeff 'decreased libido'} or {xeff 'increased libido'}
    • {xeff 'pupil constriction'}
    • {rev} {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'increased music appreciation'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {xeff 'addiction suppression'} (helps discontinue nicotine addiction at the cost of fentanyl addiction)
    • doesn't help while experiencing a bad trip
    • Intravenous (without tolerance)
      • {xeff 'increased bodily temperature'}
      • {xeff 'increased perspiration'}
      • {xeff 'auditory suppression'}
      • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'} (weirdly helps with productivity and tedious physical work)
      • {xeff 'dizziness'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'motor control loss'} (struggle to type correctly)
    • Intravenous (without tolerance)
      • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'double vision'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'nausea'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'nausea?s=vomiting' 'vomiting'}
      • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'sedation'} (often resulting in loss of conciousness)
    • Intravenous (with tolerance)
      • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive dysphoria'}
    After Effects:
    • {xeff 'constipation'}
    • without tolerance {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'motor control loss'} (1-2 days)
    • {xeff 'muscle tension'}
    • pain sensitization ({sev 'light'} {xeff 'back pain'}, {sev 'light'} tooth pain chewing hard food)
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'appetite suppression'} (food tastes much more bland)
    • nightmares
    Tolerance:
    • builds steadily over the span of 1-2 weeks
    • sustained use leads to absolute tolerance where only adverse effects remain
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • less recreational than {subst 'morphinan'} {class 'opioid'}s.
    • intravenously using volumetric liquid dosing only. eyeballing or measuring out single injections would likely be deadly.
    • intravenous injection of unsanitary solution repeatedly lead to the development of soars all around the body unrelated to venipuncture.
    2-Methylbucinnazine []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (0.75 - 50mg)
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Comeup: 30 s
      Duration: 45 - 70 m
    • Oral (50mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    • 2-Methyl-AP-237: Research-chemical-vendor Netherlands
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'vomiting'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {rev} {wkp 'opioid withdrawal'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'irritability'}
    • {xeff 'sweating'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • Did not meaningfully seam to substitute for {sub 'fentanyl'} during state of dependence
    Promethazine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'nausea suppression'}
    • ineffective in treating {xeff 'panic-attack' 'acute panic'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • strongly delayed onset
    • uncertain effects on {sub 'histamine' 'histamine'}
    Mirtazapine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • Hemihydrate
    Source:
    • Mirta TAD 15mg: Mirtazapine Hemihydrate
    Indication:
    • depression
    • insomnia
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'sedation'} (to the point of inducing sleep; passed out on workplace-toilet for ~1 hour)
    • {xeff 'dream potentiation'}
    • {xeff 'lucid dreaming'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'dry mouth'}
    • creates unique bodily feeling(singular accurance)
    • seams to suppress allergy
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Quetiapine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
      Onset: 35 - 45 m
      Comeup: 1 - 3 h
      Duration: 6 - 8 h
    • Insufflated
    • Intravenous
      Onset: 15 s
      Comeup: 1 - 5 m
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • Hemifumarate
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'cognitive fatigue'}
    • {xeff 'motivation suppression'}
    • {xeff 'appetite enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'dry mouth'}
    • seams to relieve psychosis at proper dose
    • {xeff 'anxiety'}
    • {xeff 'cognitive dysphoria'}
    • {xeff 'abnormal heartbeat'}
    • {xeff 'respiratory depression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • unsure about effects on allergy
    Olanzapine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Omberacetam []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Nicotine []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Duration: ?
    • Transdermal
      Onset: ~ 1 h
      Duration: ?
    • Buccal
      Onset: 45 s
      Duration: ?
    Salts:
    • Benzoate
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'wakefulness'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
    • {xeff 'thought acceleration'}
    • Buccal +5mg
      • {wkp 'nicotine poisoning'}
    Tolerance:
    • tolerance typically builds over span of waking cycle with the first dosage having the strongest sedating effects numbing out through compulsive use.
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • helps take the edge of other {class 'stimulant' 'stimulants'}
    Minoxidil []
    Routes:
    • Transdermal
    • Oral (10 - 15mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • significantly reduced hairloss combined with {sub 'dutasteride'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'vasodilation'}
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'respiratory depression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • seams to promote hair-regrowth
    Tadalafil []
    Routes:
    • Oral (10 - 20mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    • Tadalista Tablets 40mg
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {wkp 'erection'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Deschloroketamine []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'memory suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • similar to {sub 'ketamine'} but slighly more rough
    Ketamine []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (50 - 100mg)
    • Intravenous (10 - 50mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'perspective-distortion' 'body distortion'}
    • {xeff 'changes in felt bodily form'}
    • {xeff 'frame rate suppression'}
    • {xeff 'time distortion'}
    • {xeff 'memory suppression'} (forgot who I was and what was happening upon 30mg IV infusion)
    • {xeff 'confusion'}
    • {xeff 'psychosis'}
    • {xeff 'cognitive dysphoria'}
    • during comedown {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • unnerving if injected rapidly
    • interesting mind manifestation with positive mindset
    Fluoroketamine []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (45mg)
      Duration: ~ 3 h
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • similar to {sub 'ketamine'} but more potent
    • mind melting dissociative effects
    Eticyclidone []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (10 - 20mg)
      Onset: 30 - 45 s
      Comeup: 1 - 5 m
      Duration: ~ 5 h
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {xeff 'mania'}
    • {xeff 'tinnitus'}
    • {xeff 'auditory enhancement'}
    • difficult self-asssesment
    • helps deal with {xeff 'sensory overload'} and {xeff 'empathy-affection-and-sociability-enhancement' 'social interactions'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'bodily control enhancement'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • smooth long acting effects
    Methoxpropamine []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (15 - 20mg)
      Duration: 3 - 5 h
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'mania'}
    • difficult self-asssesment
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • smooth effects
    Tolicyclidine []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated (10mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'mania'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    3-Methoxyphencyclidine []
    Routes:
    • Intravenous (10 - 20mg)
      Onset: 15 s
      Comeup: 5 - 10 m
      Active: 1 h
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'mania'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'physical disconnection'}
    • {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'pain relief'}
    • {sev 'light'} {rev} {wkp 'opioid withdrawal'}
    • {xeff 'physical fatigue'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'suicidal ideation'}
    • revelations and interesting thought exploration
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Sertraline []
    Routes:
    • Oral (25mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • seams to improve well being after {sub '3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine' 'MDMA'} use
    • notable potenciation of {sub 'dextroamphetamine' 'dextroamphetamine'} through CYP2D6 inhibition
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Amlodipine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (5mg)
    Salts:
    • Besylate
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Rosuvastatin []
    Routes:
    • Oral (10 - 20mg)
    Salts:
    • Calcium
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Dalteparin []
    Routes:
    • Subcutaneous (2.500 I.E.)
    Salts:
    • Sodium
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Aripiprazole []
    Routes:
    • Oral (5mg)
      Duration: ~ 3 d
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'anxiety'}
    • {xeff 'increased heart rate'}
    • {xeff 'teeth grinding'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • overly long half-life
    • significant discomfort
    Domperidone []
    Routes:
    • Oral (10 - 20mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'nausea suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Bilastine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (20mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • seamed too improve allergy symptoms
    Zolpidem []
    Routes:
    • Oral (10 - 20mg)
    Salts:
    • Tartrate
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • strange thoughts and dreams
    • visual thoughts
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Cannabidiol []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • CYP2D6 Inhibition unconfirmed
    10-Hydroxyhexahydrocannabinol []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'language suppression'} (hinders sincerity)
    Odor:
    Notes:
    JWH-210 []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized (0.2mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'appetite enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    γ-Aminobutyric acid []
    Routes:
    • Oral (1g - 10g)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • uncertain activity
    Ascorbic acid []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • dissolving Freebase compounds
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Pregabalin []
    Routes:
    • Oral (150 - 300mg)
    • Intravenous (50 - 110mg)
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • D-Tartrate
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • doesn't prevent {xeff 'sensory overload'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Baflofen []
    Routes:
    • Oral (200mg)
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    Source:
    Effects:
    • no notable {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • coincided {sev 'strong'} {xeff 'nausea'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Theanine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • {sev 'light'} but pleasant effects
    Acetylcysteine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (150 - 300mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • taste of rotten eggs that ruined my {sub 'dextromethamphetamine'} tea
    Caffeine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (200 - 1700mg)
      Onset: 30 - 45 m
      Duration: 6 - 12 h
    • Insufflated (60 - 120mg)
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    • Citrate
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'wakefulness'} (up to 2 days)
    • Oral 1700mg
      • {wkp 'convulsions'}
      • hyperventilation
      • {xeff 'increased heart rate'} (180+ bpm)
      • {xeff 'increased blood pressure'}
      • {wkp 'bells palsy' 'face dropping'} and {sev 'moderate'} numbing of sensations on the right side of my body
    Tolerance:
    • tolerance builds from daily usage over weeks, months to years leading to dosage escalation.
    • effects remain reachable with dosage escalation.
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Temgicoluril []
    Routes:
    • Oral (500mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Hexetidine []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    • Dermal
    Salts:
    • Freebase
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    • distinct mushroom-like
    Notes:
    Pyridoxine []
    Routes:
    • Oral (50 - 120mg)
    • Intravenous (40mg)
    Salts:
    • Hydrochloride
    Source:
    Effects:
    • Intravenous
      • {wkp 'cold chill'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Menthol []
    Routes:
    • Insufflated
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • smoking irritation
    Effects:
    • {wkp 'decongestant'} effects
    • cooling sensation
    • reduces smoking irritation
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Acetone []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'respiratory depression'}
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'visual strobing'}
    • {xeff 'motor control loss'}
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'headache'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • accidental exposure through fumes and residual contamination
    Isopropanol []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled
      Duration: ~ 24 h
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'headache'}
    • {xeff 'delusion'} ({wkp 'delusions of grandeur'})
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • accidental exposure through fumes
    Ethanol []
    Routes:
    • Oral (1 - 5g)
    • Inhaled
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {xeff 'motor control loss'}
    • at high doses {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'perspective hallucination'} (one time; perceiving myself from above while laying in bed)
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    • {xeff 'nausea?s=vomiting' 'vomiting'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • may be used as solvant for intravenous use of certain {subst 'benzodiazepine' 'benzodiazepines'}
    Benzylalcohol []
    Routes:
    • Oral (500mg)
    • Subcutaneous
    • Intramuscular
    • Dermal (1044mg)
    • Intradermal
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {wkp 'local anesthetic'} properties
    • {xeff 'mouth numbing'}
    Odor:
    • sweet marzipan like smell turning sickly
    Notes:
    • low solubility in water
    • 2.5% dilution very bitter and {xeff 'mouth numbing'}
    • 0.25% dilution bareable dare I say nice with a bunch of sugar
    Propylene glycol []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Glycerol []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • sweet taste
    γ-Butyrolactone []
    Routes:
    • Oral (1.1 - 2ml)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'motor control loss'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'disinhibition'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'empathy, affection, and sociability enhancement'}
    • {xeff 'nausea'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • diluted with water not as bitter as described
    Amyl nitrite []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled (250 - 800mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • overwhelming pulsing and buzzing
    • {xeff 'tinnitus'}
    Odor:
    • sweet and nasty
    Notes:
    Butane []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled (~ 500 - 5000mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • warm headrush
    • {xeff 'increased perspiration'}
    • flickering vision
    • {xeff 'headache'} (~5-8 hours)
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Nitrous oxide []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'intense'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • {xeff 'laughter fits'}
    • {sev 'strong'} remaining visual noise
    • overwhelming pulsing and buzzing
    • auditory alteration and loudening
    • {xeff 'tinnitus'}
    • {xeff 'irritability'}
    • feelings of inexpressable revelations
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • flavor reminicent of whipped cream
    Lactose []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • causes acne (in 1-2 days)
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Lactase []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • seams to decrease skin reaction to {sub 'lactose'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Bicarbonate []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    • Sodium
    Source:
    Indication:Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Octenidine []
    Routes:
    • Dermal
    Salts:
    • Dihydrochloride
    Source:
    Indication:
    • antisepectic wound treatment
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Tyrothricin []
    Routes:
    • Dermal
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • antibiotic wound treatment
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Clindamycin []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Indication:
    • antibiotic wound course used for infected eyelid
    Effects:
    • {wkp 'anaphylaxis'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Water []
    Routes:
    • Oral (1 - 1000g)
    • Inhaled (1g)
    • Intravenous (1 - 19.98g)
    • Intrarectal (1 - 19.98g)
    • Subcutaneous (1 - 3g)
    Salts:
    Source:
    • Pharmacy: saline
    • tap water
    • rain water
    • snow
    • distilled water
    Indication:
    • base medium for biological lifeforms
    • dissolving salts and water-solubile compounds
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'delirium'} (due to reduction of blood sodium chloride concentration and damage to red blood cells when {roa 'intravenous'}ly administered)
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • solvant for injecting drug salts.
    • basis for organic lifeforms.
    Ammonia []
    Routes:
    • Inhaled (10 - 100mg)
    Salts:
    Source:
    • Pharmacy: AmmoLa smelling ampulles
    • 10% aqueous ammonia solution
    • 20% aqueous ammonia solution
    • ammonium chloride reacting with base
    Indication:Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • smell somewhat pleasant in small amounts
    • useful for freebasing {subst 'morphinan' 'morphinans'}
    Kratom []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
    • {xeff 'increased libido'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'pain relief'}
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • helpful when crashing from {class 'stimulant' 'stimulants'}
    Tobacco []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
      Onset: 5 - 10 s
      Duration: ~ 15 m
    • Insufflated
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'wakefulness'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {xeff 'compulsive redosing'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'depression reduction'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'anxiety suppression'}
    • {xeff 'thought acceleration'}
    • {sev 'moderate'} {wkp 'addiction'} (on and off +2 years. rebound addiction when withdrawing from {class 'stimulant'} drugs)
    • {xeff 'irritability'} (occasionally used to cause)
    • {xeff 'headache'} (especially through repeated use)
    • Condition: first couple of doses of the day
      • {xeff 'perception of bodily heaviness'}
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'sedation'}
      • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'cognitive euphoria'}
    • Condition: at the edge of falling asleep
      • {xeff 'internal hallucination'}
    Tolerance:
    • tolerance typically builds over span of waking cycle with the first dosage having the strongest sedating effects numbing out through compulsive use.
    Odor:
    Notes:
    • helps take the edge of other {class 'stimulant' 'stimulants'}
    Damiana []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Cannabis []
    Routes:
    • Vaporized
    • Intravenous
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {xeff 'analysis suppression'}
    • {xeff 'language suppression'} (hinders sincerity)
    • {xeff 'time dilation'}
    • {xeff 'drifting?s=morphing' 'morphing'}
    • visual flickering zooming in and out
    • Intravenous
      • acute visual alteration
    Odor:
    Notes:
    Coffea []
    Routes:
    • Oral
    Salts:
    Source:
    Effects:
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'stimulation'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'motivation enhancement'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'focus enhancement'}
    • {sev 'light'} {xeff 'wakefulness'}
    Odor:
    Notes:

    Routes of Administration Ranklist []

    Route of AdministrationSiteParaphernalia
    Intravenous
    • 5ml luer-lock syringe with venous catheter
    • 1ml insulin syringe
    • 1ml luer-lock syringe
    • 3ml luer-lock syringe
    • 5ml luer-lock syringe with butterfly needle
    • 10ml luer-lock syringe with butterfly needle
    • 5ml luer-lock syringe
    • 0.3ml insulin syringe
    • injector pen (needs to find vein entirely by feel)
    Inhaled
    Subcutaneous
    • stomach
    • thigh
    • upper arm
    • 1ml insulin syringe
    • 0.3ml insulin syringe
    • 1ml syringe
    Intrarectal
    • rectum
    • 1ml syringe
    • 5ml syringe
    • 1ml insulin syringe (with the needle carefully broken off and remaining stump ground down)
    Intramuscular
    • 1ml syringe
    • (using needles with cut down spacer, giving the needle a more appropriate length)
    • 1ml insulin syringe
    Intranasal
    • mirror-plate, tube and a razor-blade or clean credit-card.
    • intranasal atomizer attached to syringe.
    Transdermal
    • upper arm
    • stomach
    Oral
    • mouth

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