emily (emily, mira)

emily

Demographic
Age	~24.2 years
Location	Germany

I hate computers

Contact []

Signal: emi.69

Psyche []

Attributes

asperger syndrome (diagnosed F84.5G)
transsexual (diagnosed F64.0G)
attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (diagnosed F90.0G)
generalized anxiety disorder (diagnosed F41.1G)
major depressive episode (diagnosed F32.2G)

Interests

system administration
networking
pharmacology
nixos
video encoding/filtering
build systems (not by choice)

Substance Matrix (87) []

Substance Index

2,5-Dimethoxy-4-bromophenethylamine []
	Routes: Oral (18 - 38mg) Insufflated (3 - 16mg) Effects: internal hallucination color enhancement increased pareidolia visual acuity enhancement tactile enhancement double vision transformations geometry pupil dilation muscle tension (stronger with oral administration) back pain teeth grinding increased heart rate Notes: complete loss of touch with reality at 32mg insufflated slightly psychotic at that dose but manageable probably my favorite psychedelic

2,5-Dimethoxy-4-bromophenethylamine []

Routes:

Oral (18 - 38mg)
Insufflated (3 - 16mg)

Effects:

internal hallucination
color enhancement
increased pareidolia
visual acuity enhancement
tactile enhancement
double vision
transformations
geometry
pupil dilation
muscle tension (stronger with oral administration)
back pain
teeth grinding
increased heart rate

Notes:

complete loss of touch with reality at 32mg insufflated
slightly psychotic at that dose but manageable
probably my favorite psychedelic

2C-B-FLY []
	Routes: Oral (20mg)

Lysergic acid diethylamide []
	Routes: Oral (75 - 300μg)

N1-(Cyclopropylmethanoyl)-lysergic acid diethylamide []
	Routes: Oral (150μg)

1-Propanoyl-lysergic acid diethylamide []
	Routes: Oral (75 - 150μg)

6-Allyl-6-norlysergic acid diethylamide []
	Routes: Oral (150 - 300μg) Notes: very peaceful experience beautiful visuals while k-holing clear headspace

6-Allyl-6-norlysergic acid diethylamide []

Routes:

Oral (150 - 300μg)

Notes:

very peaceful experience
beautiful visuals while k-holing
clear headspace

Psilocybin []
	Routes: Oral (6 - 12mg)

N-(2-Methoxybenzyl)-5-methoxytryptamine []
	Routes: Oral (20 - 40mg) Onset: 20 min Comeup: 1.5 - 2 h Duration: ~ 7 - 8 h Salts: Hydrochloride Effects: light to moderate atypical stimulation compareable to 2C-B strong increased sense of humor moderate motor control loss even strong sensory input didn't cause me to feel overloaded even tho I usually have a lower sensory threshold on psychedelics Condition: open-eye visuals strong colour enhancement strong Tracers moderate increased pareidolia moderate visual acuity enhancement moderate texture liquidation moderate melting light chromatic aberration Condition: closed-eye visuals comparably strong in contrast to the open-eye visuals moderate internal hallucination, symmetrical patterns and 3D-Scenes that changed to the music partially reminded me of the closed-eye visuals experienced with low doses of DMT but much lighter Notes: one of the more interesting psychedelics I have tried felt very relaxed

N-(2-Methoxybenzyl)-5-methoxytryptamine []

Routes:

Oral (20 - 40mg)
Onset: 20 min
Comeup: 1.5 - 2 h
Duration: ~ 7 - 8 h

Salts:

Hydrochloride

Effects:

light to moderate atypical stimulation compareable to 2C-B
strong increased sense of humor
moderate motor control loss
even strong sensory input didn't cause me to feel overloaded even tho I usually have a lower sensory threshold on psychedelics

Condition: open-eye visuals

Condition: closed-eye visuals

comparably strong in contrast to the open-eye visuals
moderate internal hallucination, symmetrical patterns and 3D-Scenes that changed to the music
partially reminded me of the closed-eye visuals experienced with low doses of DMT but much lighter

Notes:

one of the more interesting psychedelics I have tried
felt very relaxed

5-Methoxy-N,N-diallyltryptamine []
	Routes: Oral (7 - 14mg)

5-Methoxy-N,N-diisopropyltryptamine []
	Routes: Oral (6 - 12mg) Effects: light colour enhancement sharp and colourful tracers moderate texture liquidation moderate melting chromatic aberration moderate increased pareidolia increased music appreciation very little introspection in comparison to other psychedelics moderate internal hallucination sharp edgeds seemed to glow muscle tension strong physical fatigue strong back pain increased heart rate sensory overload during come up Notes: the first 4h felt exhausting but after that the subtil visual effects were very beautiful.

5-Methoxy-N,N-diisopropyltryptamine []

Routes:

Oral (6 - 12mg)

Effects:

light colour enhancement
sharp and colourful tracers
moderate texture liquidation
moderate melting
chromatic aberration
moderate increased pareidolia
increased music appreciation
very little introspection in comparison to other psychedelics
moderate internal hallucination
sharp edgeds seemed to glow
muscle tension
strong physical fatigue
strong back pain
increased heart rate
sensory overload during come up

Notes:

the first 4h felt exhausting but after that the subtil visual effects were very beautiful.

4-Propionyloxy-N-methyl-N-ethyltryptamine []
	Routes: Oral (20mg)

N1-Tert-butoxycarbonyldimethyltryptamine []
	Routes: Smoked (25 - 100mg)

Melatonin []
	Routes: Oral (0.5 - 10mg)

Oxitriptan []
	Routes: Oral (100 - 200mg)

Tryptophan []
	Routes: Oral (500 - 1000mg)

Mephedrone []
	Routes: Insufflated (25 - 105mg) Oral (80 - 200mg)

Metaphedrone []
	Routes: Insufflated (30 - 167mg)

Orthophedrone []
	Routes: Insufflated (15 - 78mg) Oral (115mg)

3,4-Ethylenemethcathinone []
	Routes: Rectal (140mg)

Bupropion []
	Routes: Oral (150 - 300mg)

Amphetamine []
	Routes: Insufflated (9 - 51mg) Oral (10 - 20mg)

Lisdexamphetamine []
	Routes: Oral (10 - 80mg)

3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetamine []
	Routes: Oral (40 - 91mg) Insufflated (22mg)

Tyrosine []
	Routes: Oral (500 - 3000mg)

5-Methoxy-2-aminoindane []
	Routes: Insufflated (22 - 30mg)

Methylphenidate []
	Routes: Oral (10 - 50mg)

Cocaine []
	Routes: Insufflated (40mg)

Benzocaine []
	Routes: Buccal (10mg)

Lidocaine []
	Routes: Oral Notes: injection solution. helped numbing throat pain comparable to benzocaine

Lidocaine []

Routes:

Oral

Notes:

injection solution. helped numbing throat pain comparable to benzocaine

3-Fluorophenmetrazine []
	Routes: Oral (15 - 45mg)

Caffeine []
	Routes: Oral (20 - 171mg)

Codeine []
	Routes: Oral (12.8 - 140mg)

Morphine []
	Routes: Oral (10 - 25mg) Subcutaneous (5mg) Onset: 5 min Comeup: 20 min Duration: 2 - 3 h Effects: light cognitive euphoria (faded after the frist dose) decreased libido strong pain relief moderate sedation strong nausea during the comedown lasting at least 6-7h after 3 doses 5mg subq Notes: sucks ass recreationally

Morphine []

Routes:

Oral (10 - 25mg)
Subcutaneous (5mg)
Onset: 5 min
Comeup: 20 min
Duration: 2 - 3 h

Effects:

light cognitive euphoria (faded after the frist dose)
decreased libido
strong pain relief
moderate sedation
strong nausea during the comedown lasting at least 6-7h after 3 doses 5mg subq

Notes:

sucks ass recreationally

Oxycodone []
	Routes: Insufflated (5 - 11mg)

Naloxone []
	Routes: Oral (7.2mg)

Tilidine []
	Routes: Oral (50 - 100mg)

Apomorphine []
	Routes: Oral (8 - 20mg)

Desmetramadol []
	Routes: Oral (40mg)

Lorazepam []
	Routes: Oral (0.625mg) Indication: acute {wpk 'anxiety'} Generalized anxiety disorder panic attack Emotional dysregulation Effects: strong anxiety suppression moderate emotion suppression light sedation moderate sleepiness light thought deceleration Notes: my prefered {wpk 'Benzodiazepine'} as last line of treatment for acute anxiety or panick

Lorazepam []

Routes:

Oral (0.625mg)

Indication:

Effects:

Notes:

my prefered {wpk 'Benzodiazepine'} as last line of treatment for acute anxiety or panick

Clonazepam []
	Routes: Oral (0.3 - 1.5mg)

Bromazepam []
	Routes: Oral (3mg)

Diazepam []
	Routes: Oral (5mg) Indication: acute {wpk 'anxiety'} Generalized anxiety disorder panic attack Emotional dysregulation Effects: moderate anxiety suppression moderate emotion suppression light sedation light sleepiness light thought deceleration

Diazepam []

Routes:

Oral (5mg)

Indication:

Effects:

Alprazolam []
	Routes: Oral (0.25 - 2mg)

Zolpidem []
	Routes: Oral (10mg) Effects: strong sleepiness motor control loss light dizziness sedation strange visual effects Notes: light hangover

Zolpidem []

Routes:

Oral (10mg)

Effects:

strong sleepiness
motor control loss
light dizziness
sedation
strange visual effects

Notes:

light hangover

Zopiclone []
	Routes: Oral (3.75mg) Effects: strong sleepiness motor control loss strong sedation strange visual effects Notes: moderate hangover lasts longer than Zolpidem slept for ~9h

Zopiclone []

Routes:

Oral (3.75mg)

Effects:

strong sleepiness
motor control loss
strong sedation
strange visual effects

Notes:

moderate hangover
lasts longer than Zolpidem slept for ~9h

Ethanol []
	Routes: Oral (3 - 32g)

γ-Butyrolactone []
	Routes: Oral (0.25 - 1.5g) Notes: feels like ethanol with less nausea and way too easy to overdose on

γ-Butyrolactone []

Routes:

Oral (0.25 - 1.5g)

Notes:

feels like ethanol with less nausea and way too easy to overdose on

Tetrahydrocannabinol []
	Routes: Oral (8 - 150mg) Smoked (2 - 27mg)

Ketamine []
	Routes: Insufflated (30 - 156mg)

Nitrous oxide []
	Routes: Inhaled (15 - 47g)

Nicotine []
	Routes: Inhaled (unkown) Buccal (11 - 40mg) Smoked (0.8 - 0.9mg)

Pregabalin []
	Routes: Oral (18 - 400mg) Insufflated (107mg)

Estradiol []
	Routes: Oral (1 - 8mg) Transdermal (2 - 3mg)

Estradiol enantate []
	Routes: Subcutaneous (4 - 11mg)

Estradiol undecylate []
	Routes: Subcutaneous (12 - 14mg)

Progesterone []
	Routes: Rectal (200 - 400mg) Oral (83 - 714mg)

Cyproterone acetate []
	Routes: Oral (5 - 8mg)

Spironolactone []
	Routes: Oral

Prednisolone []
	Routes: Oral (50mg)

Dienogest []
	Routes: Oral (2mg)

Ketoprofen []
	Routes: Oral (50mg)

Ibuprofen []
	Routes: Oral (200 - 600mg)

Dexibuprofen []
	Routes: Oral (200mg)

Metamizole []
	Routes: Oral (500mg)

Paracetamol []
	Routes: Oral (325mg)

Diclofenac []
	Routes: Topical

Mirtazapine []
	Routes: Oral (15 - 30mg)

Promethazine []
	Routes: Oral (12.5mg) Sublingual (12.5mg)

Doxylamine []
	Routes: Oral (3.125 - 25mg)

Trimipramine []
	Routes: Oral (25 - 30mg)

Diphenhydramine []
	Routes: Oral

Dimenhydrinate []
	Routes: Oral

Daridorexant []

Routes:

Oral (50mg)

Indication:

Insomnia

Notes:

uncertain activity but worth a try since the long term adverse effects seem to be a lot more tolerable compared to other sleeping medication

Fluoxetine []
	Routes: Oral (20mg)

Lamotrigine []

Routes:

Oral (25 - 100mg)

Indication:

Effects:

light reduction of emotional lability but uncertain about the efficacy
moderate insomnia
light chest pain/tightness
moderate pounding heart beat

Notes:

little to no noticable cognitive advers effects
stopped taking it after a month because of the adverse effects

Sildenafil []
	Routes: Oral (63 - 80mg)

Tadalafil []
	Routes: Oral (13 - 20mg)

Ketanserin []

Routes:

Sublingual (15mg)
Onset: 10 - 15 min
Comeup: 20 - 25 min
Duration: ?

Notes:

taken 30min after ingesting 2C-B. the psychedelic effects were completely gone ~40min after ingestion

Phenoxymethylpenicillin []
	Routes: Oral (250mg)

Amoxicillin []
	Routes: Oral (300mg)

Acetylcysteine []
	Routes: Oral (800mg)

Taurine []
	Routes: Oral (1g)

Oxytocin []

Routes:

Insufflated
Subcutaneous (125μg)

Notes:

uncertain activity

Amyl nitrite []

Routes:

Inhaled

Effects:

Kratom []
	Routes: Oral (2 - 6.7g)

Tobacco []
	Routes: Vaporized

Cannabis []
	Routes: Vaporized

Routes of Administration Ranklist []

Route of Administration	Site	Paraphernalia
Inhaled	Lungs	Vaporizer Cigarette Ballon Aluminium foil
Subcutaneous	Stomach	Insulin pen 1ml syringe
Intrarectal	Rectum	soft capsule Suppository
Intramuscular	Vastus lateralis	1ml syringe
Intranasal	Nose	KuCoin Credit Card, Macbook and Paper Trans womans Breasts Nasalspray
Transdermal	Lower arm	Gel
Oral	Mouth	Capsule Solution Suppository 1ml syringe Tablet Powder