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bonzi (Bonzi Buddy)

bonzi

Demographic

Hi, im bonzi, the cat that steals your heroin and α-PVP 🫠

Psyche []

opioid use disorder (diagnosed)
possibly high-functioning autism (according to psychiatrist)
impulse-control disorder (diagnosed)

Interests

Substances (76) []

Substance Index

Diazepam []
	Routes: Oral (2.5 - 25mg)

Lormetazepam []
	Routes: Oral (1 - 2mg)

Lorazepam []
	Routes: Oral (0.5 - 2.5mg)

Alprazolam []
	Routes: Oral (0.25 - 2mg)

Clonazepam []
	Routes: Oral (0.5 - 2mg)

Clonazolam []
	Routes: Oral (100 - 300µg)

Etizolam []
	Routes: Oral (0.5 - 1.25mg)

Bromazepam []
	Routes: Oral (1.5 - 3mg)

Deschloroetizolam []

Metizolam []
	Routes: Oral (1 - 3mg)

Norflurazepam []

Triazolam []

Brotizolam []

Flubrotizolam []

Flunitrazolam []

Routes:

Oral (0.1 - 0.5mg)

Source:

Flunitrazolam 0.5mg blotter

Effects:

High blackout risk

Notes:

It's a very strong benzo

Pyrazolam []

Bromazolam []
	Routes: Oral (0.5 - 2mg)

Clorazepate []

Tramadol []
	Routes: Oral (100 - 400mg)

Dihydrocodeine []
	Routes: Oral (120mg)

Diacetylmorphine []

Routes:

Insufflated (5 - 30mg)
Intravenous (5 - 25mg)
Vaporized (20 - 40mg)

Salts:

Hydrochloride

Source:

Heroin #4 (hcl) from Thailand

Opium []
	Routes: Oral (40 - 230mg)

Routes:

Intravenous (10 - 30mg)
Oral (120mg)
Intrarectal (25 - 75mg)

Effects:

opioid overdose

Tilidine []
	Routes: Oral (50 - 300mg)

Desmetramadol []
	Routes: Oral (20 - 90mg) Sublingual (30mg) Intravenous (50 - 220mg) Insufflated (20mg)

Oxycodone []
	Routes: Oral (20 - 80mg) Insufflated (10 - 40mg)

Tapentadol []
	Routes: Oral (50mg)

Protonitazepyne []

Metonitazepyne []

Kratom []

Fentanyl []

Remifentanil []

Methiodone []

N-Ethyl-nor-pentedrone []

N-Ethyl-nor-hexedrone []

Routes:

Insufflated (15 - 50mg)

Salts:

Hydrochloride

Source:

very fluffy hex-en white powder (post-ban)

Effects:

strong wakefulness
strong stimulation
short-acting intense cognitive euphoria
moderate increased music appreciation
short-acting moderate empathy affection and sociability enhancement
moderate perception of bodily lightness and depression reduction
anticipatory response stimulation after dosing (probably because I know it's a potent stimulant)
intense focus enhancement, then focus suppression after redosing a lot
light headache on strong doses
long-lasting nose numbing (tactile suppression), short-acting nose pain and nasal congestion when snorted
increased heart rate (+100 bpm)
intense compulsive redosing (comedown prominent)
delusion (very paranoid and persecutory) during most of the experience (overvalued belief that people are following me despite having no clear evidence)
psychosis that caused some partially defined embedded hallucinations, auditory misinterpretation (hearing voices from people around saying that i'm high but they are just talking and people calling my name) that produced thought loops
pupil dilation
very intense dry mouth, sipping water every 5 min (dehydration) and chapped lips that hurt for some days
intense muscle tension and moderate muscle twitching all over my body (comedown prominent)
intense teeth chattering (this produced some jaw pain the following days) and teeth grinding
strong and long-lasting shakiness that produced severe hand tremors (i try to avoid grabbing things in front of people because it makes it so obvious that i'm tweaking
intense appetite suppression and dehydration (lost 2-3kg in less than a week of daily use)
light nausea when coming down (comedown)
temporary erectile dysfunction
vasoconstriction
intense bronchodilation, increased breathing rate (hyperventilation) and uncomfortable feeling of not being able to breathe well enough (dyspnea)
light memory suppression (i forget things easier than usual)
moderate cognitive fatigue (sometimes I feel retarded when someone ask me something and I find it difficult to obey orders more than sober)
decreased physical autonomy (mechanical and robotic movements) and feeling of being muted despite wanting to talk (like when you want to talk but don't have anything to say) during the comedown
light difficulty urinating
excessive sweating, very intense on hands (focal hyperhidrosis) during all the experience
feeling of heat in the head during the comeup, probably because of nasal cavity numbing
intense anxiety and irritability on comedown
long-lasting residual stimulation and mental exhaustion
ocasional random spasms
light language suppression when talking because of intense thought acceleration and light thought disorganization (speaking so fast that people sometimes don't understand what i'm saying)
dry eyes due to infrequent blinking, rapid eye movements and eyes wide open (eyelid retraction)

Notes:

the main effects of this experience like cognitive euphoria, stimulation, motivation and sociability are dulled because of my medication (antidepressants and antipsychotics)
every time I use this substance (strong doses) I get some paranoia and sometimes hear voices of people talking that i'm high (distrust of everyone, even those closest to me). This increases anxiety a lot
this substance has a very awful and long-acting comedown, especially if you binge it with no sleep and no eating
when I use strong doses, it's very hard to go unnoticed when you are under the influence. side effects like paranoid delusions, eyes wide open (eyelid retraction), strong shakiness and anxiety, will increase noticeabe side effects even more (vicious circle). people will know you are tweaking hard, trust me
I expected worse comedown, it wasn't that bad in my opinion (probably also dulled because of my medication)
I tried combining it with other potent stimulants like α-PVP and it increased both desired and adverse effects like auditory hallucinations and delusions
this substance tested negative for everything in fast 6-panel urine drug test

α-Pyrrolidinopentiophenone []

Routes:

Vaporized
Insufflated
Oral

Effects:

strong stimulation

2-Fluoromethamphetamine []
	Routes: Oral (15 - 40mg) Insufflated (25mg)

4-Fluoromethamphetamine []

4-Methylmethcathinone []

3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetamine []

Dextroamphetamine []
	Routes: Oral (2.5 - 30mg)

Amphetamine []

Methamphetamine []
	Routes: Oral (25mg)

Lisdexamphetamine []
	Routes: Oral (20 - 70mg)

Modafinil []
	Routes: Oral (100 - 200mg)

Armodafinil []

4-Fluoromethylphenidate []
	Routes: Oral (10 - 30mg)

Methylphenidate []
	Routes: Oral (5 - 10mg) Insufflated (5mg)

3-Fluoroamphetamine []

3-Fluorophenmetrazine []
	Routes: Oral (40mg)

Pregabalin []
	Routes: Oral (50 - 300mg)

Quetiapine []

Olanzapine []

Haloperidol []

Propranolol []

THC []

Cannabidiol []

Ketamine []
	Routes: Insufflated (20 - 150mg)

Eticyclidone []

Lysergic acid diethylamide []

Zolpidem []
	Routes: Oral (5 - 15mg)

Carisoprodol []

γ-Hydroxybutyric acid []
	Routes: Oral (0.5 - 1.5g)

Ethanol []

Nicotine []

Caffeine []
	Routes: Oral (60 - 400mg)

Propofol []

Dexmedetomidine []

Promethazine []
	Routes: Oral (25mg)

Trazodone []

Fluoxetine []

Phenobarbital []
	Routes: Oral (100mg)

Butabarbital []

Pentobarbital []

Routes:

Oral (50 - 150mg)

Salts:

Calcium

Effects:

short-acting intense cognitive euphoria

Notes:

Dangerous barbiturate, benzodiazepines are superior in almost all aspects but euphoria.

Orthophedrone []
	Routes: Oral (120mg) Insufflated (50 - 100mg)

Omberacetam []
	Routes: Oral (10 - 20mg)